Gosh.  Okay.  So right now I am tired, and my sister just informed me that we are going to have to get dressed for church in a little bit.  I want to go to bed.  Better, yet. I want to go to bed and nt have anything to think about.  Grr.  Ok, so I still am not sure about this paper.  I really need to get four pages and I really want it to be good too.  I'm scared it's not going to be skillfully written.  Not really scared, but kind of.  But ugh.  So how was everyone's snow day?  Good?  Mine was pretty good.  I chilled.  And slept til like 10:30.  SO yeah.  I defnitely didn't hate that.  I actually could have slept later, but I didn't want to waste my day away.  Gosh I'm tired.  How's everyone's paper coming?  I hope what we did in class today helps.  I did not get to finish my free write about it in class, so I actually think I am going to try to finish that, and see if it helps me top write my paper better.  I did notice something that I had not really paid attention to before.  I noticed how in "A Certain Lady", the girl that's speaking really does play a role.  Like she says in the poem something about how she plays her part.  And, yeah I realized she was faking and acting like she only cared about his other girlfriends as a friend.  But it occurred to me that she really is playing a role just like actors and actresses do on tv.  She pretends to be happy for him, and she pretends to only like him as a friend.  She is not, and believes she can not be herself around her own best friend.  If she were herself, her friend would know how she truly feels about him.  So sad.  Still sad.....   well anyway.  I'll see you jokers tomorrow.  This schedule is weird.  Anway.  Whatevz.  I'll be glad when spring gets here.  Peace

Erika